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Lyrics

Hook (Soul Vocal)
I found myself
Right before I disappeared
Right before confusion
Made a permanent home here
I found myself
Somewhere between goodbye and peace
And for the first time in a long time
I finally felt released
Verse 1 (Soul-Rap)
I was shrinking.
Didn't notice it immediately.
That's the thing about slow erosion.
It don't announce itself.
One compromise.
One silence.
One swallowed feeling at a time.
Until one day
You wake up
And your reflection look familiar
But your spirit don't.
That's when I knew.
Love ain't supposed to cost
Your entire personality.
Love ain't supposed to require
A witness protection program
For your authenticity.
Hook (Soul Vocal)
I found myself
Right before I disappeared
Right before confusion
Made a permanent home here
I found myself
Somewhere between goodbye and peace
And for the first time in a long time
I finally felt released
Verse 2 (Soul-Rap)
My auntie told me,
"Baby, don't become a stranger
Trying to keep somebody company."
Powerful words.
Because I was busy translating myself
Into smaller versions.
More convenient versions.
Less complicated versions.
Just to maintain harmony.
But harmony built on self-abandonment
Always expire eventually.
Truth got a way
Of demanding air.
And mine finally spoke up.
Bridge (Soul Vocal)
I stopped chasing understanding
And started choosing myself
Verse 3 (Soul-Rap)
Funny thing is
Leaving wasn't the breakthrough.
Returning was.
Returning to my voice.
Returning to my instincts.
Returning to the dreams
I placed on hold.
Returning to the woman
Who existed before the confusion arrived.
That's recovery.
Not becoming somebody new.
Remembering somebody valuable.
And refusing to lose her again.
Final Hook (Soul Vocal)
I found myself
Right before I disappeared
Right before confusion
Made a permanent home here
I found myself
Somewhere between goodbye and peace
And for the first time in a long time
I finally felt released
Outro
I wasn't broken.
I was buried.
Under expectations.
Under compromise.
Under noise.
Then one day...
I dug myself out.